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Eyes dry
wide but not awoken
Asleep still but open
My Words unspoken
I’m just hoping morning silence isn’t broken
Does the world that I was born in
Have me seeing but not watching
Like some kinda fish
Eyes dry
wide but not awoken
Asleep still but open
My Words unspoken
I’m just hoping morning silence isn’t broken
Does the world that I was born in
Have me seeing but not watching
Like some kinda fish
Eyes dry n wide
But not awoken
Asleep still but open
My words unspoken
I’m just hoping praying life won’t break this moment
I can’t yet take this lovely world that I was born in
Can't keep my eyes open
Early morning fire spoken
An uninspired poet
Waking up at 5 for it
Coffee poured tea steeping
Sugar coated peacekeeping
Self centered self seeking
Practiced inner public speaking
Keep me in this headspace
Keep my feet straight
Head on the ground
Fistful of keys
Maybe one can get me out of this town
Free me of promo for my proper noun
Or just stay underground until I'm underground
I’ve been hiding myself
Is it too late to look now?
I’ve been seeking the frequency of an invisible sound
I used to think I couldn’t see it so it wasn’t around
But I was just covering my ears cause the unknown was too loud
I’m begging
Please
Don’t wake me up
Don’t wake me up
I’m finally dreaming
Uh
Kill em
Flattening bots like a manilla
Folding thoughts
Compressing
Limiting Not
As I empty pot after coffee pot
Loving thoughts 'll cut it
Not that I'm above it
Cause I love it
When you let me down
Give me material
When you’re not around
You lemme draw you on the paper of my paper crown
You lemme draw you on the paper of my paper crown
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2. |
Headphones (Nude)
02:18
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I forgot my headphones at home
Feels like being nude
Head lacking pressure from the tunes
Guess I'll just listen to the room
I forgot my headphones at home
Feels like being nude
Head lacking pressure from the tunes
Guess I'll just listen to the room
I forgot my headphones at home
Feels like being nude
Head lacking pressure from the tunes
Guess I'll just listen to the room
I forgot my headphones at home
Feels like being nude
Head lacking pressure from the tunes
Guess I'll just listen to the room
I'm not upset
Not yet
Just off in a way
Wake n bake
waiting for something to take me from my day dreaming joys
Feinding for noise
Meaningful choice
Drown out my voice
Remake and destroy my sense of time
Leave me desensitized
Leave me stemming the tide
Till the sound subsides
Make way for something
better than I
So I guess I'll be here waiting till I die
Now it’s common thought
Caught between quiet moments
I fought to stop
My opponent always winning
Always on top
And Thoughts can be addictive
Seemingly unrestricted
Spittin lyrics so slippery
You'd think that my tongue is liquid
It's the silence that did it
Rewire my mind for a minute
Until returns are diminished
Envision images vivid
Just living rent free in my mind
I forgot my headphones
I forgot my headphones at home
I forgot my headphones
I forgot my headphones
I forgot my headphones at home
I forgot my headphones
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3. |
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I don't act cool
Like I used to
(Codeswish)
Different crowd
Try a different face on for size
Different way to think
Talk in lower case cause I
I don't act cool
Like I used to
Different crowd
Try a different face on for size
Different way to think
Talk in lower case cause I
I'm trying
I am
But I’m dying
And I'm damned
I can’t choose to go to heaven
I’m supposed to be on earth to please you
To be you
With glass hearts made to see through
Hold my tongue
Get drunk
Get fucked up
Get young
Maybe I know
I won’t win this one
Maybe I don’t
Wanna win this one
Maybe I just want you to see me
The act I like to call the real me
You’ll need me
You’ll feed me
You’ll heal me
And you’ll grieve me when I’m gone
People say I’m a bad guy
Some people say that I’m good
I don’t act out for attention
And I’m not misunderstood
I’m sorry ma’am I failed your class
I did everything I could
I didn’t really try
Thought I know I should
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Saying
Good Master
What shall I do to in Heaven
Eternal Lie?
And Jesus said unto him
Why call if thy mean good
No-one is good
Save one
I long to love my torn fingertips
The sweat on my shirt
And the blood on my lips
Cause everything that makes you hate me
Just makes me love me so much more
Those ropes'll bind you
Till you learn to bind yourself
(So much more)
Let 'em crush you just to feel held
Step into the rain and melt
(So much more)
Would you beg yourself for help
If it got worse
It might hurt
But not as much
As if you
Left yourself do die
What’s your alibi this time
Always a reason
Leave and don’t try
Don’t cry
You’re fine
Please listen
I know you hate my preaching
I know you know I’m right
Maybe I love myself too much
I long to love my torn fingertips
The sweat on my shirt
And the blood on my lips
Cause everything that makes you hate you
Just makes me love you so much
I long to love my torn fingertips
The sweat on my shirt
And the blood on my lips
Cause everything that makes you hate you
Just makes me love you so much more
(Oh god)
And I long to love
The things I know I should
But I never liked Hollywood
So much I'd fake
The hate that I give and take
I won't claim that I'm perfect
I'm damn sure more than worth it
And I'm gorgeous when I'm burning
Im burning
And I love it
Im drowning
And I'm blushing
Im smiling
The flood and I are laughing
When the flames lick my hair
And leave kisses on bone
When the pain comes for heart it finds nothing
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5. |
American Spirit
03:01
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I’m smoking this god damn cigarette
It’s fine
I’m like
It’s a little fuckin
I’m really feeling this cigarette right now
Afterwards
The most like
Gut-wrenching sadness I’ve ever
Like it just wiped over me
I walked to
Yknow
Get food or whatever
I had a fuckin
I had two cookies
I had a slice of pizza
I had my cranberry juice in hand
I was all set
I sat down
And I’m just like
I wanna die
Like I’m not okay
Like I was
Like questioning my existence
Like I felt so terrible
And I’m staring at this god damn pizza
My friend comes up he’s like
What do you want
You gonna eat that
You okay
That fucking killed me
And then I
I was feeling like shit for like two hours
Two fucking hours
I’m like
Fuck
And then it went away
I took like a massive shit after
I like just took a
Like the
Dude I took like such a mean ass shit
And I felt like so much better
(Get that shit outta your system)
Dude no I like
(So funny)
I’m like
Why the fuck do I feel like this
And Kins like oh yeah
That’s just an American spirit
I’m like don’t ever give me one of those ever again
I’ll stick to my Marlboros
Delirium derived from fevers
Love fever
Just as severe as it can get
Fucked up my cells (n life)
Much needed
Just don’t leave me at 105 too long
Might melt the rest of the reason in my head away
This city smells like cigarettes
Saved for someone you haven’t met yet
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6. |
Clawfoot
04:20
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Weed's the best vacation I could afford
On the borderline
It's a lonely life out there they say
Meditate
Or medicate
It's all the same
In a way
Cause I fear I'll never
Feel that way again
The comforting smell lingers
Embers burn my fingers
I don’t know
I don’t know what else to say
Meditate
Or medicate
It's all the same
In a way
Cause I fear I'll never
Feel that way again
Falling apart in a clawfoot bath
So tired of facing my facts
I’d give you the shirt off my back
Lapping the tears from their man made waterfalls
Missing the feeling of swollen lips
Cut cascade of hair that now sits
How long do i have to wait and stare at
The walls
Ceiling
Windows
Way the wind blows
You’re the air shifting through my damaged lungs
I've yet to cough you up
The first thing you start to lose is your mind
You smoke dope
Your memory just kinda fades away
Until one day you can’t even find your stash
Come on man it’s here
I know it was here
Somewhere
I put it right here
I think
Where did I put it
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